Illumined Heart
  • Home
  • PUBLICATIONS & MEDIA
  • Gallery
    • Artwork From Book
    • New Artwork
    • Photography
  • About Me
  • Blog
  • Poems
  • Home
  • PUBLICATIONS & MEDIA
  • Gallery
    • Artwork From Book
    • New Artwork
    • Photography
  • About Me
  • Blog
  • Poems
  Illumined Heart

November 30th, 2018

11/30/2018

3 Comments

 

CLIMBING THE HOLY MOUNTAIN

Picture
Resting on a boulder halfway up the mountain
PictureA refreshing stream running through the boulder where we rested
One morning during the final week of the retreat, I decided it was long past time to take a hike up Arunachala. I got up before dawn, dressed and met up with a few others from the sangha, about five of us in all, in front of the meditation hall just as daylight was breaking. We marched off single file, down the path as if we were going toward the old house, then veered off on another path that took us to a barbed wire fence that we had to squeeze through. We continued along a narrow dirt trail; the terrain on either side was flat and rather barren, a few gnarly shrubs and some spindly grass. Here and there were some recent plantings, attempts to restore the natural landscape. One of our group, who had brought a chair, stayed behind just beyond the barbed-wire fence just sit at the base of the holy mountain and absorb its energy.

We were led by a woman from the sangha who had made the trek numerous times and was confident about where we were going. As we started to ascend, the grasses got thicker, the shrubs larger and more menacing—some had thorns on them an inch and a half long—and the terrain rockier. I am an experienced hiker, but I had never before on a hike felt like I did this morning. It was as if my mind were disabled. I couldn’t do anything but focus on putting one foot in front of another. It could have been fatigue, but I attribute it to the powerful energy of the mountain, which works its magic on each person in different ways.

We hiked about halfway up, by now climbing over and around large boulders and through somewhat intricate passageways. The only markers were intermittent stacks of three or four rocks serving as guideposts--otherwise it was not at all clear where to proceed. I was so comforted by the fact that we had a reliable guide because I could never have done it on my own.

Picture
The view out over Tiruvannamali from halfway up the holy mountain
Picture
Daniel waving to us from a distant ridgeline
PictureA flowering cactus alongside the path up the mountain

When we were almost halfway up the mountain, the quiet was broken by the sound of a voice hailing us.. From atop a high ridge far off behind us, we saw a small figure waving and yelling. We concluded it was Daniel from the sangha. We waved back and continued on our uphill trek. The next thing I knew, I heard footsteps behind me, looked around and saw that it was Daniel. How he had closed the gap so quickly between where he was when he waved and falling in line behind us, I’ll never know. He must be part mountain goat.

Finally, we stopped about halfway up the mountain atop of an enormous boulder with a small stream trickling through it. Tiruvannamalai, shrouded in a blanket of smog, lay below us in the distance. We put down our packs, took of our shoes and washed our feet in the refreshingly cold stream. I enjoyed an apple and an energy bar and then sat and meditated. There is no denying the vibrations on this mountain: My mind could barely move, so powerful was the energy.

After an hour or so, we descended. I had to pay careful attention to every footstep. It would have been so easy to get my feet tangled up in the tall grasses and take a fall. I was again grateful for our more experienced hikers, for I could not have easily retraced our steps. We rejoined our friend who had stayed at the bottom. She, by now, was totally in bliss. We made it back just in time to grab breakfast, take a shower and make it to morning satsang. I am disappointed that I didn’t ever get all the way to the top of Arunachala, but that was not to be on this trip.

PictureThe pups we adopted while at the ashram
I would like to take a short departure to write about dogs. In India, dogs without owners roam everywhere. They look like they all share the same DNA: medium sized, short haired, tan or black and tan, with a face kind of like a Beagle and long up-curled tails. When we arrived at the ashram, a mother and two pups (one black, one tan) who were still nursing, were wandering the grounds. The mother was so skinny, it was hard to imagine how she was able to produce any milk. Soon after we arrived, the mom weaned the pups and basically abandoned them, though periodically she would show up again, usually to start a disturbance..

Members of our group began feeding the puppies, though this was discouraged by the ashram officials, who didn’t want the dogs on the grounds. Nonetheless, many in our group disregarded their wishes, fed and attempted to befriend them, which proved to be generally unsuccessful. One man even got bitten. Nonetheless, over the time we were there, we could see that their health was improving; we could no longer see their ribs, and their coats were looking healthier. We were concerned, however, about what would happen to these pups when we were not there to feed and protect them. Two women in our group had heard about an organization, the Arunachala Animal Shelter (www.arunachalasanctuary.com/index.php), that takes in sick and dying dogs and provides medical and/or hospice care for them. The two paid a visit to this shelter and came away impressed by the love and devotion of the people involved. While the shelter could not take our pups, they did agree to at least give them the necessary shots to give them a better chance at survival, which gave us some comfort. Unfortunately, we don’t know what happened to them after we left.

Next: Winding Down
 


3 Comments

    Author

    In my youth I wanted to be a poet, but channeled my writing skills into journalism -- a much more practical pursuit. I worked for daily newspapers and magazines for over 30 years as a writer and editor, focusing on food, interior design, art and architecture. As my spiritual life began to occupy a bigger and bigger part of my life, I came full circle and finally began to write poetry. My passion is to express the sacred through writing, art and music and to help others do the same.

    Archives

    December 2019
    October 2019
    August 2019
    January 2019
    December 2018
    November 2018
    August 2018
    November 2017
    October 2017
    August 2017
    June 2017
    May 2017
    March 2017
    February 2017
    January 2017
    December 2016
    November 2016
    September 2016
    August 2016
    July 2016
    May 2016

    Categories

    All

    RSS Feed

Proudly powered by Weebly